Spring has sprung.
Spring has always been my favourite season of the year. Jokes aside the unbearable seasonal hayfever allergies I'd often experience as a result of the blooming pollens, it is the one season I look forward to the most.
It's Spring in September for all of us in the Down Under. I did not quite comprehend this concept prior to moving to Melbourne. Since I was born in April, I had always associated my birth month with the Spring season. I was welcomed with such rosy cheeks drooping all over my face, as my mom often recalls this to me. (I guess the chubby cheeks never did dissolve after all these years, yikes!).
But after residing about almost 4 years in Melbourne, I can only associate September as Spring now. But quite frankly, September has always been my favourite month, for reasons I quite can't fathom into words. Every thing good just so happens to me during this time. This must be my wishful thinkings in trying to attach some weird correlations into my life events, but even so, I like it to stay that way. At least there's one thing I'm hopeful about.
However, in the past few days, I've been feeling quite lost. I find myself wondering about amidst in all my delusional daydreamings. I don't know if it's the final year degree taking a toll on me (and I would say so myself I'm usually an objective-driven person, as I like to know every approach reaches to an endpoint), -- however, I've been feeling a bit slumped.
Contemplating and overthinking took so much of my time these days, I forget that if I look too far down in the future, I miss out what's in front of me. It's nice to remind ourselves, the journey is often about what you can do the most of it now, and not much what's behind/in front.
Truthfully, I don't know where this post is headed to haha. I felt like writing today as a way to fully jot down my current thoughts and to savour it in the mere future. It's times like these I like to reflect on. I appreciate and like to know there are multiple lenses of Bungah re-reading in a different light.
In all, I apologise that I don't frequently write as time has been truly unforgiving lately -- (the concept of time to me is still an astounding fact, which I'll put my thoughts in some other post :p) -- so, until then, as always. Who knows when :)
Side note// Ironically, the current song my playlist decided to play is;
Bungah.
